Thanks Lini. There is no other way to enjoy God’s dearness but through surrender. Believe me I have tried many other easier ways. What I have done good or bad are totally irrelevant. It is a clue to how lost I am that surrendering to infinite, total love seems like it is so difficult for me to do. Sometimes when I am struggling to surrender the ultimate motivator is to hear my deep inner voice say “Alright George, have it your way.” I have had it my way with disastrous and painful results way too many times.” Thanks Lini, you do seem to know what I need you to say. Hugs and love, GP